I am having doubt...

Saturday, August 15, 2009 . 10:00 PM

Heys guys! I am back to blogging! I have promised myself that i will resume blogging once i own a car! haha I be upload picture of my CAr soon ! So stay tune wor!
Just had a farewell BBQ for my Sim badminton mate aka GFF! ahaha It really sad to see her go! She is such a nice person, a true friend !!! And she be gone for 1 YEAR!! omg...that quite long ...

Life been getting tough as my expectation for myself raise up afew level, maybe that what life requirement us to do...to grow, to follow , to survive! Therefore, i think i slowly becoming more and more stricter to my student , expectation once not met... i will feel sad, and angry... haiz ! I am always thinking on how can i make them improve...keen to learn and be discipline ! Just hope next year i be able to produce some result !

School be tough for me...it not the subject or what...simply i lost interest! No matter how i tell myself that this is the last 2 subject! Chiong chiong finish it!
I just feel so reluctant to touch the notes! Anyway...i also duno and dun want to face it right now...

Love been like a roller coaster to me! I use to be a guy that give all out when i fall in love... as i grow older , i seem to be more afraid ! I am really not sure...There is a girl i really like now, and it seem my chance is almost zero!Maybe it my fault that i did not initiate enough , or be brave to show my love, anyway THAT ME , a lazy erik in love... nonetheless i give myself till 2010 in trying to win her heart.. if all thing fail, i shall forget about going into a r/s and focus on my career! =/

That for all now...will update my car picture soon !=)

Wednesday, October 22, 2008 . 8:31 PM

Got this quiz from desmond ...since i so free now! Why not?

1.You’re trapped in a room for 3 days with your ex, what do you do?
- have a chat with her...and eventually tell her that i am sorry that i can be better last time! ^^
2.You’re stuck in an elevator with the person you’ve fallen the hardest for, what happens?
- talk to her ...try to make thing comfortable and make sure u are not a bad guy! haha
3.The celebrity you love the most offers to marry you, as long as you don’t talk about the marriage to any of your current friends or family members. Secret wedding.. Do you marry them?
- no no! i love to..but still logically i would wan to know more about them 1st...step by step friend..
4.Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
- if i like them! Accpet!! LOL... if not just politly tell them we are not possible and try to get her out of her awkardness in a clever way! ^^
5. If you ever want to live to see another day, you’re forced to snort cocaine. Do you do it?
- hm...i will do it! coze my perception on drug is quite okie..
6.If you woke up in one of the Saw movies, do you think you could survive?
- i will be like...wat the , in a dream again??
7.When is the last time you were in a photobooth taking pictures with friend?
- Errr...i think is sept!
8.Who’s the last person you had a sleepover with?
- hm...just yesterday, i slpt with Ian and Zad after finishing a tiring assignment
9.Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided seeing them?
yes..
10.Do you know anyone with such a terribly annoying voice that you can’t even stand it?
- nope..not to the extend of cannot stand it!!
11.On average, what do you think you cry about the most?
- Relationship
12.Do you think your best friends love you?
- errr...sound gay lei!
13.Does the last person you held hands with mean a lot?
- yup!
14.Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
- it matters to me, but i will help her to quit!
15.Do you think you have made a difference in anyone’s life?
- i duno..i dun think so actually, coze i am not an influential person
16.Are you going anywhere next summer?
- hopefully with my classmate
17.Are you waiting for anyone’s call right now?
- haha.. yes, but that person will never call..
19.Do you secretly like someone?
- yes.
20.Do you announce when you have to pee?
- sometime..
21.Who was the last person you cried in front of?
- this is diffcult...errri think is Huifen ba..
22.Are you good at hiding your feelings?
- it depend on my mood actually... i can me pro at it...or i can just vomit everything out..
23.How is life going for you right now?
- i love school life actually..haha...just tat the assignment is killing me!
24.Do you trust people easily?
- hm...not really
25.Do you give out second chances easily?
- yes! everyone make mistakes
26.Do you smile a lot?
- quite i think! HAHAa.
28.How do you feel about change?
- i feel if it is positive and beneficial i dun mind...or else i hate to change
29.Have you ever cried from being so mad?
- Yup! u have no idea man!! lol

30.Last time you read a text message and smiled?
- yup yesterday
31.Have you ever made anyone laugh when they were crying?
- yes! hehe.
32.Are you happy?
- That still a missing part of my life...but i can say i am content
33.If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
- let me finish watching Discovery Channel "Man vs Wild" then i get back to u
34. First person who texted you today?
- LOL, none
35.The person you’re in love with plan to travel around the world, what do you do?
- Yes if she love me too! And it My DREAM to go holiday with the one i love!! Hhaah

Wednesday, October 8, 2008 . 12:31 AM

School started last thurs...my income level will be drop by aleast 50%!
Sad...Been spending and pampering myself alot! AHHAHA...i still dun feel that satisfy yet! Maybe i slack too much...or maybe is my SEM 4 module simply TOO BORING!! awww i am dying lor..!

Last Sat had a interesting late outing with my Sim Badminton mate... Went to watch a movie EAGLE EyE

All i can stay is a must watch movie! Although the ending they should do abit more...other then that! it almost perfect! It been quite long i give 2 thumb up for a movie!! HAha...action, effects, plot, actors are all up to very good standard!
4.6/5 Rating

After movie we went to Kopitum near youth park to eat... oh..there is Weeyang(my Tudi),Cuiyun , Pebbles, Shawn(the pretty boy) ,and Jumping Jack! Thanks Edison for planning the outing even he din come =/
next we go to Balcony beside HmV for a drink...it open 24 hr... actually i seen the pub before...it never appealing to me even i walk pass soooo many times.. It quite a good place to hang out.. just that i dun like the normal sitting...Too low...my leg are quite long as u see... Haha, other then tat it not bad, i still prefer Walas at Holland V! We stay till 6am to save on midnight cab fare...but i feel why not take a train since it be so "Late" liao... Bid farewell to all ...left me and my Tudi go compesspoint Mac eat breadfast. Look at watch i left 4hr of sleep! i need to watch up at 12pm...another outing with My SIM leisure club badminton friend! HAha..~ Relli shug... but quite fun also! Haha We (Gina,Ryan,JunLiang and Samuel) bowled, Pooled and EATED..hahah .Too bad both day no photo taken =/

Recently i been thinking alot...i am in some kind of doubt that i actually dun know what it is...maybe i know it deep inside? just that i dun want to face it because i already know i fear it??

Haha...what the hell...>.<>

Sunday, September 28, 2008 . 12:59 AM

Had a wonderful day today hanging out with my SIM badminton friends at this Fulleton Hotel! HAha... What are we doing there?? We had our 1st famous chocolate buffet of their!! Eat till feel so sick of chocolate!! AHAHHA ..anyway that the purpose!! ~ Anyway i really enjoy myself and hopefully my friends too!

As the F1 race route are close to the hotel..we can hear the *Zoom zooooom zooooommmm* car passing my ! Damn loud! AHAHA look exciting but it simply too fast to see the car it self!! It relly Crazy man! hehe

One more things..i just tender my resignation for my SISTIC job..time flies...i been there for 1 year already!! haha... Just want to thanks whoever who aided me and make my working life there a pleasent one! All the best to u all and JIAyou!!

The following photo is the evidence for our sinful trip...^^

Monday, September 22, 2008 . 9:22 PM

Recently i been listening to this song non stop!! Everything about the song is so nice and flow nicely! hehe . I think it will brighten your day too! Enjoy

I'm yours

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more,
it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me

open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So, i won't hesitate no more, no more,
it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate
I'm yours

Scooch on over closer, dear
And I will nibble your ear
I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours
so please don't, please don't, please don't, there's no need to complicate,
Cause our time is short
This, this, this is our fate, I'm yours

Saturday, September 20, 2008 . 2:39 AM

Hiz guys,

It been more than 1 month ...time flies!!
Anyway the reason that i din blog because that simply nothing much special to blog about...maybe you can say that i am lazy or something...

Basically i definitely coach much much more than my previous holiday! I just feel like working hard and earn as much as possible...also to finance my trip to Mymmar in the Dec!
And there is simply so much thing i wanted to plan for my friend! hopefully my passion is always there to finish watever event me and friends are planning! And hopefully the response is good! ^^

1) Malaysia trip(Fishing)
2)Chocolate buffet at Fulleton
3)Zoo trip?
4)Mymmar trip

My result came out 2 days ago! So glad i passed everything coze i tot i really going to fail them... Phew~~ and now i got more free time to coach and earn more $ !! =)

Monday, August 18, 2008 . 10:01 PM

Yesterday me and Ian was "shoot" till almost nothing left hahahah... but it was fun la! After coaching at Tao nan which is around 1230pm... The Rain start pouring down !@$#$% so "Sway"
Furthermore it raining super heavily.. i was totally wet and cold.. then so coincidentally met Michelle and her friend on the bus. haha Was intend to meet them at Kallang Leisure park to study. Anyway maybe long time never see her friend abit of icy feeling.. but soon after Ian the ice breaker came and we all having fun chatting again! ^^ ... I was brought to this Mouth of Truth machine to read my future. It those 1 dollar kind of machine u see...so just play for Fun

My Reading: You're full of vitality and people admire you for your love of life.
You like routine in your life and work.
You don't follow regular patterns especially where eating and
sleeping are concerned
You will accumulate considerable wealth thanks to profitable investments and
Your own entrepreneurial skills.
Your health problems for the main part are due to nerves you can sort them
thinking hard about yourself.
You will have to face money troubles but you will be able to manage them.

No of Stars: Life - 8 out of 9
Love - 8 out of 9
Luck - 4 out of 9
Health- 7 out of 9
Sex - 7 out of 9

Look like i am quite sex active!! =x

Next updates on last 10/08

Went out to catch up with my "qing mei zhu ma" It been almost 7 years +++++ that we actually seen each other? lol Luckily my bro met her at his workplace and then exchange contact..
On that day, because my bro got something on so it only me and her to romantic! haha.. went to catch "Mummy" the movie with her and we were thinking on where to hang out! She ideally give this place

It located very near Vivo, but u have to look out for a turn as it was block by some construction thingy.. As i was driving! it was very convenient for us! There is a number of Resturant, bar and Cafe. There are TCC the Wind Glass and other nice places and the one i went is as follow: