Monday, September 3, 2007 . 12:44 AM

Today mark the confirmation on the end of Erik and Jess, Jessica refuse to give me a chance even proper reason, promise, solution and numouous attempt asking to give me a chance.

I feel so cheated , so unfair.

Was going to wait for her to come home , i sit down at her void deck from 4pm+ onward till it rain, was cold but i just sit there feeling the rain on me. Soon after huifen called , she is correct , wat can i say when i see her.. all i can say is the Chiam i got from Si Ma lu, Since she have decided i cant do anything.. Alhought my mind say it over, my heart tell me to hate her.. because all i had done was not given a 2nd chance. I have not done anything seriously wrong . And because i say the wrong thing at the wrong time at a wrong state of mind . i was punished without a 2nd chance.. I dun think anyone can give in just like this.! To me she really are heartless...

I dun like to hate pple.. Please let mi have time to think and get this over.. i duno when, days,months maybe years.. I hope we still friend.

Thank again huifen for accompany me, it the 1st time i smoke so many cig and drink finish 1 500ml beer.

Life sux, i have lost my direction now.