After Chatting with so many people , i now start to have a clear image! Especially today.. the fog in my heart is clearing up...also have a good walk with huifen today with 2 cute dog! One is Girl girl and the other is Cody. Me and huifen having some difficultly holding on to them! They are really strong.. quite a long walk, about 2 hr! We also chat about my stuff and her stuff.. i feel much calmer ...seeing the dog having fun really clear up part of my head. The way they get the attention of adult and children..Girl Girl abit siao siao keep on biting Cody , and do some backstroke on the grass..so funny! Soon after back to huifen void-deck have a quick puff , i was all the while thinking abt my problem. Rethinking what all my friend had said to me.. soon after saw huifen mum pass by ,then something happen.. another owner pet dog approach us! Cody and Girl Girl went wild!! All 3 dog went wild!! suddenly duno how the hell cody manage to get off the dog chain and ran toward the dog! I was totally caught off guard as i tot the chain is suppose to secure! I ran full speed toward Cody , Cody made a turn and he was slowing down as it was quite slippery i practically dive toward Cody i held him. Phew...close call! A dog can run how fast i suppose u all know..!